I will soon be leaving to go back to Hobbs, NM.
I am so looking forward to it. I just do not like the idea of having to ride the bus. They take longer, than if i was to drive there myself. They have to many stops, to many layovers, and to long of layovers. But, the idea is that I am going. I am heading back out there, to get my life back in order, an to get it straightened out. And, really most of all- to be close to my dad. We need to be close to each other. I am planning to get started back in school, an get myself a job, when I get out there. I am looking forward to be able to start working, again. I haven't been able to do that in a while. And, I would like to get myself back proud of me and other's, as well. This trip is the best decision I have made in a while. And, I am so glad that I can see that, now.
I have a silly kitten, that I am going to have to leave behind. I have grown attatched to her, but, I have found her a good home. So, I know she's in a good place. As well as I know I will be. I am so anxious for this trip. Because, I am ready to get back home and start doing what I need to do to get my life back in order. I know this is the best for me. And, i am so anxious to see my dad. I haven't seen him in over a year. I know he will be very glad to see me,too. He is going to be helping me to get around to get some applications put in, for a job. As well as he will b bringing me to try to get back into school. I am glad that we will be being to spend that time together. That will be good for both of us.
I am so clumsy that I hit my left pinky toe the other day, and as it was starting to get a little better, I hit it again 2 times after that. Clumsy isn't it? In fact, one time of me hitting it, was this afternoon. I need to be more careful of what I am doing, and where I am going. Just goes to show you, that I need to make a turn around in my life. And my first step is getting back out to New Mexico. I will be leaving on August 3rd at 1:45pm. I will be arriving there August 4th at 3:15pm. That will be the first day of the rest of my life. That is the day where I get to start doing what I gotta do. I have tried and tried down in here in Louisiana, but it just isn't working out. Everytime I get something started , something always seems to get in my way. Like for instance, I get a job, and then lose my ride. Or I get a job interview, and no one can bring me. Life wont be all that easy out there in New Mexico, and I do know that. But, of course, it isn't easy-anywhere. Is it? Well, like I said I am new at this, so this will be all for now, but will be back again to write some more soon enough.
